Sunday 5 February 2012

Life, it should go on, you idiot!!

The more you feel it, the more you want it and eventually it becomes a need that you can not possible ignore even it is far away from you. Just the feeling of being in it is ecstasy. It doesn't come alone. Lot other feelings, few you may have never experienced before will be forming inside you. People become mad, few become monsters, it is the most powerful feeling. No one can escape it. Few manage to divert it. You feel jealous if somebody else is in your way, you feel the urge to complain, urge to do something than to sit idle. Not even a minute amount of peace will be there for you. Unless it accepts you and it becomes mutual, you will feel like you are in a competition and suddenly you want to win it. Everything changes, the way of your life, the way how you see things, the way you believe, everything. Its Love. Love, a feeling derived from the action of some hormones in our brain. Love alone can make every nerve in you body twitch, writhe with agony. Should you fail in it, the total meaning of life seems completely senseless. Only the will to live can over power love.
There is no voice for the pain i feel,
neither can i project it on.
It's hard to explain,
but still life goes on.
At this moment, speech is pointless,
hence i write this down!
Argument seemed senseless,
that is why i failed to mention!
Living turned out to be meaningless,
and so came the death's intervention!
Ascending the stairs, i felt a jolt,
which lasted long enough that,
there was nothing left of me to revolt!
The way of life, it changed,
the rage it doesn't make me frown,
rather, i feel like i've slowed down!
Once i challenged the fate,
but realized it's a grave mistake, and bowed down to it with haste and hate!
Still life goes on!!
No matter how much shame,
i face and i claim,
there's not a hitch in time,
for me to go back and make it right!!
The courageous heart took flight,
the daring persona, is now afraid, derailed and deranged!!!
Dazed with irritation, confused with frustration, i look at the sky,
and watch the plain vast blue..
to remember something that was always true.....that,
Life goes on!!!! and it should you idiot!!!!!!